If I had tons of money I would totally want to have freshly cleaned towels each day for my shower. God, what a luxury.

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Sometimes I think that we're all just doomed to become our parents.

I think that Tolga gives me things so that he can keep some aspect of himself in my life. So that I'll be surrounded by things that he gave me, so that I won't forget about him. He's nervous Ill forget about him. He made me a book, with a letter, pressed flowers. I didn't know what to do but accept it.

I've been listening to a lot of Blues lately. It seems particularly appropriate for me right now. Because having the blues is different than being depressed. It is, I feel it, when I listen to the songs, I can sense it. I don't know how to describe it quite yet but I will. The history of blues also is sad, like take Big Mama Thornton's Hound Dog-- ( Read more... )

My capacity for fucking up is enormous. Its gigantic. If you think a situation is completely un-fuckupable, just ask me and I'll do it for you. I got drunk, made out with my ex boyfriend. Then the next day I kissed my friend, who I know likes me and wants to be with me and I thought with my vagina ( Read more... )

Well it's official, I have decided that I am going to do my best to move out of my house by the end of the summer. I have to ( Read more... )

I've been watching alot of Six Feet Under lately, my sister is completely obsessed with it, and got me addicted to it as well. There was one episode that I just watched where this woman dies, alone in her house, by choking on a fucking bean or something. No one came to her house for a week, and they only came by then to see what that awful, cabbagy ( Read more... )

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