I was in an amazingly good mood today, seriously i think todays mood was the best mood i've been in all year. Its funny, i've been self-inspired to live life to the fullest...

Made another bet with the dad..once again over the car insurance..whoever won 2 out of 3 games of darts. Yeah, darts, where you throw stuff at a board, i found out that its a ( Read more... )

Its funny how everything comes crashing down all in the same night, er i mean hour.

Spent the night at nicoles last night...that helped a lot. I'm a lot happier than i thought i would be, maybe its just because i realize that i can be happy with other people, and i will be eventually. Things were good while they lasted but they're done now and i ( Read more... )

interesting day.

• +/- went in for 3rd and 4th--Caeasar test. Cinco de mayo fiesta.
•  - it rained. i wore white. i just suck at coordinating clothes and weather. blaaaaaaaah.
•  - tons and tons and tons of ENGLISH make-up work. Phillips is a nazi.
•  - spanish impromptu. enough said.
•  - work. prepped...gag

Once again, everything just kinds of melts together into a whole bunch of ( crap )

Why am i not happy?

I have great friends, decent family, a pretty good life....and yet im not happy. And i seem to be looking for happiness in all the wrong places. I'm not the happy person i used to be, well i am sometimes, certain people bring out the best in me. But overall im just not as happy as i used to be...i wish i could better explain ( Read more... )

So im going to make an attempt at giving an update....

( Decisions Decisions )

Regionals today and tomorrow in orlando! :-)

Pretty good week, even if it went by slow. Nicole got her license yesterday (CONGRATS!)

Yesterday:

• school=pointless
• no work =)
• fridays for dinner
• oceanwalk
• nicole driving (enough said..jk ;D)

Congratulations.

• to the person who knows how to upset me in ways i never thought imaginable.
• to the only person who makes me want to kick myself for being a bitch to them
• to the person who makes me regret hanging up on them.

yes..those were all about the same person. now that were done with the lame old congrats lets get on to the important ( Read more... )

school.volleyball.work

that is what my life is made up of..i just want to get away. Talking to people used to relax me, until they go into asshole mode (which has been a lot recently) whatever, im done with stupid shit anyway, i need someting new..and i think i kno what im interested in. =)

I cant wait for summer, its right around the corner. ( Read more... )

What a great way to end a good week. =)

I feel so free and happy. First time in a while and i love it. I mean what can i say, when things arent going anywhere they just arent. People cant wait around forever and let numerous opportunities pass them by. It gets old...but it doesnt mean i'm going to stop caring; i think a part of me always will.

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