I think its over for good now, or incredibly close to getting there.
I really never thought it'd end like this, but it is. Endless cycles of endless cycles is what im sick of dealing with on a daily basis. I love him, but it isn't fair for us to do that to eachother. Some days are shitty, others are good. I'm pretty sure i'll be okay. I hope.

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I love this boy--
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For those who haven't figured it out yet..my journal is pretty much friends only now =) Its just better that way.

I wish being out of the country + drinking + guys + clubbing would mean forgetting about things buuuuuuuuuuuuuuuut it doesnt.

Cancun is amazing, the weathers kind of shitty and the memories of past visits can be too much to handle but overall its good. =)

I miss everyone. =(

I cant win.

What i do or say doesnt matter.

Its a lost cause.

I have too much building up, im just going to explode one day. Hopefully i'll be by myself.

P.S. Happy Birthday.

Summers been great so far.

Minus some shitty ass things.

I think im changing. A lot.

Leaving for Cancun this weekend..and im almost as excited as i was today when i went into work (yes thats sarcasm people)...I'm just not as excited as i usually would be.

I have problems that need to be dealt with..soon.

CHELSEA ELIZABETH CLARK: I am so sorry that ( Read more... )

summers fucking crazy.

i love it.

=D

Well, since I had this whole little lovely update all typed out and pressed one little button and erased the whole stupid thing; this is going to be quick.

Its officially summer. Sophomore year is officially over, and we are all juniors. WHaaaaaaaaat!? Okay, that was kind of scary.

( Babble about the last two days..=) )

I wish i had the energy to give all the details of this weekend.

Friday night was crazy...Saturday was almost something i regret...and i definitaley didnt get enough sleep this weekend.

2 days of school left. =D

Working everyday this week except tuesday. fuuuuck

..Im ending this whole "scenario" this time, im sick of letting history repeat itself.. ( Read more... )

Amazing Week. =) I've been so unbelieveably happy, i honestly don't know why and i can think of a million reasons not to be, but im happy. =D

Skipped school thursday :) mainly hung out at shawns, went out to breakfast and lunch and then the mall..then work. Friday volleyball dinner and spent the night at Nicole S's house. Worked ALL DAY saturday; ( Read more... )