I only update when 1-im bored 2-something good happens or 3-something bad happens/i need to get shit off my chest.

Lucky for you all its not 1 or 2. I dont know about anything anymore. Im not going to point this out to you, but its ironic that the closer i get to getting my license THE MORE DOUBTS YOU HAVE. Call me crazy but i think getting my ( Read more... )

The weeks go by fast and its so great. birthday in 2 weeks =D and license in 3 weeks and two days, which i cant believe because i remember 5 months ago and being like "oh i get my license in 5 months blabla" SOO EXCITED.

Schools good. B's in all my classes? for now..hoping to get straight A's on the report card, something that hasnt happened since ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was probably the best monday of the year, until i was no longer swarmed with homework and had nothing to do but sit in my room and think. blaaaah.

Today wasnt too bad..alicia drove us to school =) Speaking of driving...license in ONE MONTH BITCHES!  ;D

You know, volleyball is interfering with ALOT of stuff lately cant go to the ( Read more... )

i think i know that i need to let him go, but i really dont want to. That and the fact that im scared that i'll probably regret it later, i hate how i feel a certain way about something but how i feel about something else seems to be the opposite which makes me confused and unable to explain myself and how i feel. I hate how i start to cry on the ( Read more... )

I cant believe tomorrows friday, the week goes by SO FAST. i love it. =D i dont have any plans for tomorrow night..as usual..i usually figure things out like 2 hours before the end of school so we'll see what happens. maybe i should just take a break and spend the night at home, then again i really dont think i want to do that..kind of want to go ( Read more... )

totally friggin exhausted. vball tournament today--i am completely drained. im still wondering how i managed to keep it together at cocoa today, i about broke down atleast 3 different times, i did everything i could to keep my mind off everything and not think about it....which meant no walking outside. yet i still managed to walk by like 3 ( Read more... )

the good:

• birthday in 1 month
• license in..1 month and 8 days =D
• the days/weeks are going by fast (i cant believe this is our third week in school....)
• actually having GOOD conversations with people for once
• first tournament this weekend...and im feeling pretty confident 

Didnt go to school today, atleast i managed to go to school everyday last week tho ;)

Thinking really screws up everything, im fine until i let myself start thinking. I've been so dumb, i realize that what im doing is what i SHOULDNT be doing--but im still continuing to let myself do it. This isnt going anywhere, and nothing is changing...i know ( Read more... )

lilsweetstuff131 (9:00:20 PM): my car is going to be
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C h e l Bell7482 (9:00:26 PM): AH
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C h e l Bell7482 (9:00:36 PM): como me gusta mis muchachos
lilsweetstuff131 (9:00:43 PM): LMAOOOO
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School isnt so bad :) That english paper tonight just about killed me though.

I cant believe i hung up on you--but hey i gave you a warning! And im sure your phone died as you tried to call back right? Go figure. Just my kind of luck i guess. This whole "thing" were doing-- whatever it is-- is..i dont know..is retarded??!?? ergh I DONT KNOW.(but ( Read more... )