It makes me laugh when i lie to myself....ha....why do I do that? I lie to myself all the time...SCHTOP!!!!

I think that there are two very important things I need to say. One being I am now in college and have been for a month and two being things are finally over between Patrick and I. Now I say finally not because I am glad, I really am not. But because I feel like we have been slowly breaking up since like July. It was like everyday we drifted ( Read more... )

Well I have to go back in a few days. We leave on Tuesday really really early in the morning. I say back as if I am from Oklahoma. But really we just need to get some more things built on the ranch before my dad moves out there in August. So Elisa my dad and myself are going there on tuesday and will be gone until the 31st. We are building ( Read more... )

Have you ever put on such a show infront of your friends that even the best ones don't know when something is wrong?

I am like speechless about the beauty of the NAU campus. No, I'm really not. It was gorgeous. There were trees everywhere and hills and a thousand different hiking paths. I will post some pictures as soon as I can. I just can't get over how magnificent it was. I can't wait to go there. August 27th I move in. Woot Woot. It is not at all how people ( Read more... )

Well I am leaving not really on a jet plane though. My dad and I are driving to Arizona in the morning because I have orientation. So 8 hours just me and my dad. My stepmom isn't coming and neither are my mom and stepdad. So it will be fun we get to tour my campus I get to stay in the dorms one of the nights and I find out my classes as well as my ( Read more... )

So I graduated I spent two days partying at the beach and now I am home. It is kind of boring some lady yelled at me when I went to go pick up my diploma so I told her to go fuck herself. That was nice. Not much is going on. My truck is cleany clean. Lotsa people are out of town and I leave for arizona in a week, only for a little while though. ( Read more... )

So today we had it. I like our town sometimes because it wasn't all religion it was humanistic and agnostic as well. my part was the lighting of the candles in the beginning signaling our path of enlightment and then at the end I released the doves. However, the candles wouldn't light so we all had to relight them and then it worked. The doves ( Read more... )

JIMMY WAYNE LYRICS ( Read more... )

Yikes my summer seems to be jam packed, but I like it that way. First off I am going to graduate and have a party which will of course rock the world. Then I might be going with Elisa and her family to the fourth of july where her grandparents live but they do it before the fourth of july so then I will come home and have another fourth of July. ( Read more... )