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You may move fast, but I move quicker.
Every door that closes, another one opens. I always thought that saying was silly but I see the older I get the truer it gets. Everything happens for a reason and I regret none of it. I have a lot of people reassuring me that things are going to work out for me; my coworkers, my friends and family..and recently a certain someone that I've been ( Read more... ) -
Things are a changin'.
Eric and I found a cute apartment in Manchester. I'm so excited to be living only .2 miles from my work especially now that I'm working more, it's stupid close and convenient in so many ways. The apartment was too good a deal to pass up. Not to mention I'm really happy to be living with the guy I want to come home to everyday and wake up to every ( Read more... ) -
Loving Life.
I just hooked up my new LG lcd wide screen for my computer and it looks amazing. I really should have called about setting up an appointment to put in my automatic car starter as well today, dammit.. I can't wait to not have to go outside in mornings like this when it's 5 below and my car is frozen shut, that seriously was the best gift ever. ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a while since I've written in here, and I feel like I should start writing more..it definitely helps relieve stress! I prefer live journal to Myspace when it comes to blogs for some reason. So much has happened in the past 4 months, so many good changes that I've felt like a totally different person with a different life. I probably don't ( Read more... ) -
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Sometimes I unwind
Look back to the passing of time
Sometimes I feel
Those days become unreal
Our lives are fashioned by things that come from outside
Control so indirect we don't even realize
Someday my instincts will be things I can trust
Someday too much conditioning could make me self destruct
Someday I'll fall back on values I've created in time
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I'm tired of the games. Even when I fully pull myself out of them finally and break free, they still somehow seem to find me. I just want to be left alone to live my life and be with the people I love and be happy. I have been doing that, and I don't need anyone trying to pull me back down or give me reminders of past mistakes I was involved in. ( Read more... ) -
For whom it may concern;
It's unfortunate that I must take another moment out of my life to address you, since you've wasted enough of my time, but this is more to get things off of my chest then anything else ( Read more... ) -
Tis love that is blind. x-posted
"I've got everybody fooled. To look at me, to work or play with me, you'd never guess the rage/hurt/fear that dwells within. I laugh, sometimes a bit too much to overcompensate for my pain. I tell jokes, bringing laughter to all around me. I smile, I'm courteous, I mind my manners, I'm pleasant. All day, everyday. I'm a façade.
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Strange
I enjoyed taking this, even though they can be silly at times. The Archangel Gabriel has been a favorite of sorts for me for as long as I can remember or have been into Angels/Spirituality. Gabriel is also a name that I love and have reserved for a future little boy of mine =0 ( Read more... ) -
Vivid Dreams
I must of been in a deep REM sleep last night, cause I had some strange dreams..but they were the kind of dreams I feel when I wake up that are usually true or will come true. I have that strange precognitive thing I inherited, it sucks at the same time it comes in handy at times. I usually get them about sickness, or just bad things..never good ( Read more... )