ya so heres the deal. i can not stop thinking about shit. for some reason i repressed all of these memories and they are all coming back. it fucking sucks. i read some of my older entries and i wanna shoot myself. i dated a kid for 3 years and honestly thought i would be with him for the rest of my life. then really really bad things happened..over ( Read more... )

im back! lol. welp ill talk about the everyday stuff first. ive done 3 hairuts in class so far! it is sooooooo fun. but anyways...we did a hair washing to our heads. haha it was going great until steph handed me the water nozzle and it slipped out of my hand and sprayed everyone around me and myself the most. face full of water. ya...it was great. ( Read more... )

i really wanted to type today and get stuff off my chest but i need to go to work @ 3 and im not even close to ready. so i will type later...= )

ya so i was drunk during my last entry lmao. that was for jane...i dunno why i didnt just say kyle was the guy. anywayssss..my life is very different. im getting use to this single thing. i was stalked all weekend. these guys came into friendlys 2 nights in a row. troy saved me. ive been talking to troy a lot. i dunno tho..i hate guys at the moment ( Read more... )

heya peeps..

i am drunk. yep very drunk. kate and jane are over and they brought southern comfort. haha. welp anywho..i just changed my voicemail. jane is so on my body its not even funny. so we went to the game tonight and jess is home. i <3 her...and not guys. guys suck. they only live to break girls hearts. that is their only purpose in life. ( Read more... )

sooo i got home from ri today. it was AMAZING! hehehe, so we got there and the hotel was so nice. they had a pool and gym ::heaven:: anyways, the girl lauren we went to visit turned out to be one of the funniest people ive ever met. i was in her dorm a lot and johnson and wales people are friendly. they all have boston accents and tell great jokes ( Read more... )

to start..me and dan are now fine. i caved really early of course but i'm hoping that i made the right decesion. anyways, he came over last night and i think i fell in love with him as soon as he sat down on my steps. we are just so dramatic and argue over stupid shit. we are doing things very different now ( Read more... )

so last night i went to the durham fair with my friends. despite the fact that fairs are gross..they smell like meat/crap, the animals are sad, and trailer park trash isnt even the word for it..i was having a bad night to begin with. so i went on this ride called the zipper. it is hell. but i realized i felt the same way on the ride, as i walking ( Read more... )

soooo today was amazing! i woke up and skipped the gym..haha. i could not sleep tho. so i got up, listen to some music-danced around a bit,all by myself lol. i took a very relaxing shower and got myself lunch. then, i was off to starbucks. just being in that place makes me happy. i met with a young manager named paul. i think it went well but i ( Read more... )

so i havent written in late forever!haha, a lot as happened. firsst off...jess left on the 10th. jess has been my best friend since the 4th grade. it is rough and im convinced that a part of me went with her. i miss her so much and cant handle bad shit as well when she isnt here. she calls everyday almost so its alright. ummmm, ive been at friendly ( Read more... )