i haven't updated in a really long time.i don't even know where to start. i've been out of school for a little more then a month and i have done absolutey crap. i had a job for a little while but i quit there. summer has been ok but going by way too fast. i will be starting college in about a month and the anxiety and stress that goes along with ( Read more... )

i just wrote this whole fucking entry and hit the wrong button and it erased. now im pissed off and i will return to my couch and drink fucker

jp..it was all about u

where do i start. tis week was my last week at on broadway. i have been an emotional wreck. my last night, thursday, was bad. the people there are like my second family, weather they have mental problems or not. saying goodbye to dan was hard but he left early which was good. i said my goodbyes and walk out. halfway to my moms car i broke down ( Read more... )

soo! where do i start. New Found was AMAZING. i don't think i have ever been so excited in my entire life. i was freaking out and knew almost every song. it was cute to hang out with the guys b/c i never see them anymore. and im seeing the used next saturday...omg. lol. ok what else...jacob bradley. j.b. is my new puppy. my parents went to go him ( Read more... )

wow!!!!!! im so good!! haha. and u can see why ( Read more... )

all's i wanted to say is that i feeling like fucking eeyore and people really suck

alright! prom was last night! it was amazing. i had the best time ever. everyone loved my dress and it was a big hit. welp before prom my WHOLE family came over. im talking nana's, uncle's, aunt's, neighbors, babies...lol everyone. my nail appointment run about an hour late, then i came home and saw jim for a while and dina gave my a bag and ( Read more... )

everyone wants me to update...so im updating!! i fucking hate people. i dont give a shit about anything right now. i really dont care about anyone or anything. quite frankly, i wouldnt mind if everyone around me died then it was lil ole me left. fucking people need to grow up and get lives or people need to stop lying. either way, people suck. also ( Read more... )

alrighty i have to write all this shit down. first off, im relieved b/c i havent been able to date the kid i want 2 b/c his parents think i will "use him for his body". also they think my ex will kill him..thats not gonna happen. so we have been hanging out a lot and i came home today from the gym with him and my mom said she talked to his mom and ( Read more... )

i have been so good with yogurt, fruit,veggies...im having some ice cream and omg it s good lol. so i'm sitting at home being lonely. on the way home from school spose played the new britney song and god damn it hit something in me.i came inside and cried for like 10 mins then got up and did something else.

fucker!!!! i miss everything! david and ( Read more... )