ok so all of a sudden im in a TERRIBLE mood. its thursday night at like 10:20 and i just got so upset for no apparent reason. my nana said to me yesterday that u only know love once, and that ur first love and thats it so good but after that..u never ever feel that way again. and im starting to actually believe it b/c im trying to hard to be good ( Read more... )

chris vece told me about taking showers in the dark and i thought he was insane but let me tell u....it's a whole new experience lol. then after that amazing shower, i had amazing fruit salad and it was just a good night. this CAPT is really good but it's really messing me up. esp. b/c i heard today that the rest of the world gets to leave school ( Read more... )

sooo...it's been awhile. i'm not going to talk about the weekend, b/c it sucked 2 much and its not worth talking about ( Read more... )

tonight was sooo good. it was exactly what i needed. welp, i skipped first block then found out it was really good and we had a sub so i got pissed. in the cafe, jess was a HUGE dyke. i started singing and she got up and moved and left me alone the whole block. then charlie came over and was real nice and gave me a birthday note which was really ( Read more... )

so i've established that i am def. bipolar, lol. last night i was so so upset, i just started crying in the shower for no reason but now i'm happier than ever. last night i was upset for a really good reason but i do not want to talk about it. shit is just gay. but i'm waiting for my mommy to get home b/c im going to go pick up my prom dress and ( Read more... )

i don't wanna get indepth right now...but god damn am i really really pissed. people suck so much ass it's not even funny. anyone should be able to be with whoever the hell they want to be with no matter what. nothing should come in the way of that, and im just pissed ( Read more... )

soo...yesterday was my family bday party. i did nothing all day-i listened to music and was really lazy.so im walking into stop and shop and im calling stephanie. after saying all the welcoming stuff she goes ya so i'll be there around 6. and i said wait how do u know already. she goes ness, i talked to you last night. i started cracking and asked ( Read more... )

soooo, last night was my bday celebration and boyyyyyyyy it was interesting lol. to begin, my day was really good. i went to the mall and got some spring skirts and spent the day with my kat, my trin, and my jess. then me and trina came to my house-made food and watched movies. then me catrina kyle and david went to friendlys and it was very fun. ( Read more... )

i'm in such a good mood!! we had a delay today and there's nothing worse than being dead asleep,having a dream you are killing a girl you really don't like, and waking up to your mom walkie talkie-ing you to tell you about your delay. then u try to fall asleep and the cat comes in and lays right on your chest. err..try to fall asleep yet again and ( Read more... )

lol..for some reason i'm in a really good mood. today, i went with kate, trin, and jess to pick up dresses. jess ordered hers and it is BEAUTIFUL. its yellow and real nice. i put mine on and fell in love. i was walking around the store for like 10 mins lol..i couldnt take it off. kaileen still has to get hers but im pretty sure we are going ( Read more... )