i just woke up and very suprised to see that im not ung over one bit. last night wasn't all that bad. of course, jon being a whore, there were some weirdo girls lol...but basically the norm. i wish i had a lot more fun but i dont think i would have in any situation. i wish i was around different people but whatever. i'm going to go to my parents ( Read more... )

my mind keeps on going crazy. one second im really happy and the next im all upset. it dosent help when i hear stories about fucked up, stupid people. and it also dosent help when jess is so close to me i can smell her gum, lol. but anyways..yesterday/last night/today was sooo weird. yesterday i was just being gay all day, and last night..dan asked ( Read more... )

for some reason, school wasn't all that bad today. except for the fact that a million people asked me about prom. who are u going with, well what about the limo, seating arrangements?? it is kinda funny how absorbed people get into it. i drew my dress, i think 4 times today. but anyways...i learned about schizo's in psych and it was pretty ( Read more... )

so to start off, i can not stand school anymore at all, not even a little bit. whenever i sit in pointless classes i wonder why the hell i even get up in the morning to just sit in a class and listen to idiots talk

now that that is off my chest, lol...it is exactly 23 days until my 18th bday and im really excited. the one good thing in school today ( Read more... )

so, the past couple of weeks have been somewhat terrible. actually, the past couple months have sucked...might as well say past year or so. yesterday, i decided that all the bad shit that has happened to me, had to have happened for a reason. as i sat and cried ,either for no reason or 2 many to explain, i realized this is not a way to live.when i ( Read more... )

this is my first journal entry and i feel as though i have so much to say. first off, never ever put a lot of faith into people b/c it normally just comes back and bites you in the ass. i honestly don't understand certain people. a normal person would assume that people would welcome help and love but i guess a lot of people just are not normal. ( Read more... )