Hope for nothing, you'll never be disappointed. Hope for everything, and you're libel to be shot down. Don't ever assume, don't make snap decisions, don't rush to conclusions. If you think you understand something, chances are, you're probably way off base. No sense in trying to figure things out, you'll just make yourself crazy, believe me. I am ( Read more... )

So in addition to having a sucky job where I fear for my life almost nightly, I now have the extreme pleasure of informing you all that I don't have to go to work for two days because the store is being shut down until we can fix a gas leak that has gone un-fixed for almost a month now. And seeing as how we've all been exposed to these toxins, who' ( Read more... )

People are just about the dumbest things out there. Really when you think about it. We fight each other, we steal from one another, we cheat and bully and hate and screw over each other and I personally am sick of it. I hate feeling like I'm being taken advantage of, I hate feeling like someone is giving me the slip, or blowing me off, or treating ( Read more... )

This is it. I know it. Everything is lined up, everything is better than good and we're madly in love.
What could be better?

I learn more about him every day. Something is happening to him and I think it's going 50/50. There are good things happening to him, but I fear that there is some bad things happening to him too. He doesn't want to tell me about this one aspect of his life for fear that it will taint me. I guess I understand that. I honestly believe that part of ( Read more... )

I am getting really sick and tired of a lot of things. A person can only handle so much. It's 7:30 on a sunday morning, and i've been up since six. I have to go to work today, so i needed to be up regardless, but i was woken far too early. Why? Well our neighbors have this habit of turning the radio/tv up really loud. Not to go unmentioned one of ( Read more... )

Back at NEC baby. Life doesn't get any better than this. Being back in a classroom, and sitting and not just observing, but actively participating in the discussion, in the disection of a fellow writers work has brought me to a very decisive conclusion about myself.... I despise not being in school. It was the most horrific feeling having the new ( Read more... )

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god, how do i always manage to get myself into these situations? how do i always land myself with a guy who is absolutely NOTHING like me in any way shape or form? how is it that i always manage to end up with a screw up? a dropout, an addict, a loser, i cannot believe that i always do this. I can't stand who he is, and yet when he ( Read more... )

So I've been here in NH for about six weeks now. Still haven't spoken to my father, purposely didn't call my parents yesterday. It was their 28th wedding anniversary, and like all the years before it, with the exception of their 25th, I did what I always do.... ignored it. Instead of moping, I gathered my friends, Kaki, Emma, her friend Zach and my ( Read more... )