God has spared my father for a fourth time. It is amazing to me everytime, how close he comes to that thin line that separates life and death, and yet turns away at the last minute. I am very thankful for the extra time God has given me with my father.

My father's dying I think, and, for the first time, I feel completely unable to stop it from happening. Before, it was just his foot. Fine, you can live without a leg, but this time it's his heart, and you can't live without one of those. His heart isn't strong enough, it's not working well enough for his body to keep from dying, and yet it's not ( Read more... )

This is the second year that I haven't been able to get internet in my room!!! I took my computer to IT because they have all these new firewalls that are totally fucking everyone over, and they ended up telling me that I was massively infected with a "non-threatening" spyware that was impeding my way into the schools network, and that I would had ( Read more... )

Well, t-minus 7 days and counting until I have to go back to school. It sucks that I only have one afternoon to unpack before my classes start, but whatever. I'm terrified that I'll fail, maybe it's because a lot of shit happened last year. My vision as a new college student are skewed. I guess it could all be in my head tho, we'll see I guess.~

Well my Uncle Billy's Mother in Law died on Tuesday so I have to go to the wake and funeral this weekend...good news is that we have to go to Maine and I get my own room in my favorite hotel!!!! I also get to see my cousins. I know it's a sad occasion but I still get to see everybody.

Oh well, weekend's here and I can't wait!

Luv,
Eliz

Thank god, it's the weekend. I can't wait to be home, I miss it so much for some reason. My surgery is on Weds. so I'll be home for quite a while after this (7 Days!). Meg, my roommate, is coming home too...just for the weekend though :>( Easter should be good with her there...and, NO Meg I WON'T tell you what the surprise is ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a while, thought I should so here it goes ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, as I have written before, I am pledging AZO and I hate it. The sisters have chosen me to be their "scapegoat" for whatever goes wrong. I get yelled at like 4-5 times a day for stupid shit. For example, yesterday night, I was carrying my computer with one hand and my Biology book with the other, and I had an itch in my throat...so I ( Read more... )

Pledging still sucks ass. It better let up soon or I'm gonna crack.

~Eliz

Anywho, pledging sucked yesterday, but today is better, and will continue to be so for the rest of the day. I'm realy tired, I only got like 3.5 hours of sleep last night because I had to keep redoing my pledge manual. I have already redone it once today, and I have to do it once more, and I hope that's it.

No time, gotta run.

~Liz