hah, i hear ya. i make up all kinds of embarrassing scenarios in my head, which means it's hard sometimes to go out into the world and interact with other people and be comfortable in my skin. you know what's actually been helping me? my beginning ballroom dance class. being forced to get up close and personal with a lot of strangers of the opposite sex is quite the social experience. every week i groan about going and get really apprehensive but i always ultimately have a blast. but it's hard to put yourself out there when, while you're pretty sure there are a number of good qualities about yourself, in all likelihood no one's going to look twice at you. and sometimes when you're trying to dance with them, they won't even laugh at your cute awkwardness-relieving jokes. *sigh* well i dunno where that tangent came from. i'm glad i provided you with a little inspirado to start writin' again :o)
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I gotta admit though, it was seeing your recent posts that inspired me to see if I couldn't take up the ol' journal again. At least, for a while.
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