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Trying to be happy by force of willpower is like balancing on a ball. It is possible, but you can't stay still. You must constantly reevaluate your position, and the further off-center you may become, the more difficult it is to get back on top. -
On Modern Living
It's kind of strange, you know, this generational gap that has appeared between myself and many of my immediate friends and family who are older than I. They live in a world where people get in touch with eachother, talk and eat and drink and exist together in reality, whereas I am somewhat too tied to the virtual plane to link up with them on a ( Read more... ) -
Where I was, and where things are with Dina
After working for 20th Century Fox as a Data Administrator for 19 months, I was fired for working through lunch. Obviously it's not that simple- I had ruined my relationship with a new middle manager after once loudly scolding her for incompetence while high on Kratom. Oh, and for most of that time I was extremely addicted to Kratom (to the extent ( Read more... ) -
Things have changed, Mac
The weather was colder, but the word, "jacket"
was what they did to peoples styles,
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Arguing over philosophy leaves a bad taste in my mouth.
Or maybe it's my own words.
Maybe there's a connection there.
Haha, maybe there are several. -
1951 American Noir (hardboiled fiction)
Through the windshield he saw the springtime green of the fields and hills, bright yellow-green under the sun. A succession of wonderful pastoral aromas came flowing toward him and he smelled the honeysuckle, the violet, and the tangy fragrance of mint leaves. The delicious smells of springtime in the Delaware valley. He looked at the silver glow ( Read more... ) -
Last Night I Had a Dream
Last night I had a dream I was crawling/sliding down from the top of Mt Whistler because the snow was so deep I would fall through if I stood up. I left the safe area and fell through at one point, but with some difficult I managed to lift myself back up.
When I woke up, my blanket was on the floor and both my head and knees hurt a lot. True story. -
A look into the past
"The morning paper was on the table and he picked it up and glanced at the front page. An airliner had crashed in the Mediterranean, no survivors. In downtown Philadelphia a stockbroker had tossed himself out of the ninth-floor window of his hotel. In City Hall the District Attorney was blaming the current wave of juvenile delinquency on television ( Read more... ) -
I was told my effort would be redeemable in pie. It's somewhere among the clouds.
Feeling constrained because I have a job and a car and an apartment and if I let loose for an instant and get arrested, then each and every pointless moment of the last two years of my life will have been all for absolutely nothing. Unacceptable.
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Ever feel like a book is talking to you?
So now you're getting to see. You're in that same bracket, buddy. You're one of them less-than-nothings who like the taste of being hurt. That makes you lower than the mice and the roaches. At least they try to save their skins, they got a normal outlook. But you, you're jut a clown that ain't funny. And that's a sad picture, that's the saddest ( Read more... )
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