Well, I am now a manager woohoo!! Anyways, Karyn and I have been in our apartment for a while. I think things are going well with that. Oh, Josh and i have never been better he bought a house and i am there more then I am at my own apartment. I love him so much! I am going to spend the rest of my life with him!! Um... Idk what else to say so bye!!

Laurel had her baby on tuesday. Zak is so damn cute I love him so much. Well, Josh and I are doing great he bought me the most beautiful ring ever for no reason other then he loves me. Karyn and I move into our apartment this friday and I have so much to do before then. I am excited but nervous at the same time. Well, I better go pack something...

LAUREL HAD HER BABY ZAKARIAH DANIEL HE IS 7LBS 8OZ 21" LONG HE WAS BORN AT 8:25 PM ON APRIL 26TH!!! I LOVE MY NEW NEPHEW!!

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So, I have decided I need to get out of Culver's! I am so sick of it! I don't get paid enough to put up with the shit I do! Dave talked me out of quiting last weekend but I am set on finding another job! So, Josh comes home Sunday night and he told me he now has a chance of being deployed by the end of the year! I am so freaking scared that he will ( Read more... )

So, Josh comes home tomorrow!! YAY!! I guess! Well, he gets home around 8 tomorrow night and then he has to be up to Milwaukee by 7 am Saturday. So, pretty much he has to come home unpack and repack and then go to bed. I might get lucky and see him for a few minutes, maybe I will help him pack. I miss him so much. It has been a long week with out ( Read more... )

So, I feel like crap today. I came home from work watched tv for about a half and hour and then threw up since then I have felt like crap. Josh is in Florida for another two days. I miss him so much already. Hopefully, I make a full recovery for when he gets home. Other good news my mom bought me a futon and kitchen table set. I am so excited! ( Read more... )

I give up on getting pissed at the dumb shit. People can say what they want I don't care anymore because I am happy with who I am with! Say what you want I don't care oh and you are right I don't know who you are!

So I have decided to get over my jealousy! I know nothing will happen between you two and I always knew that I am just insecure. I have worked really hard to get Josh and now that I have him I am so scared of ever loosing him that I am starting to act out of character. I am sorry for acting childish I know I shouldn't. I just can't begin to ( Read more... )

So, I was told today of someone who reads my shit and then gets all jealous and thinks I am saying things that I am not. I love Josh for everything he is. I love him for the great person he is for how he holds my hand, for the dumb conversations we have, for the way he looks at me, for the way he makes me feel, for the way he means so much to Brady ( Read more... )