Well, it is time for a new start for me. Yesterday was a turning point. Within 2hrs. I lost 3 friends and one I have loved for the longest time. But it is true i let my heart control more of what i do then what my head does and i do it without thinking about what the out come might be. The one that i love i cant be there for him anymore because ( Read more... )

so its been awhile since i have put anything in here. so i though i let u know that nothing really has changed with me. still like the same person who is still figuring out stuff but things between us are better then what they were. that is it all i have to say

This is killing me that now it is quater to 10 at night and nothing from him. No call or anything. I tried to call to see how things went and all i got was his voice mail. the worse part is no matter what is happening in my life he will always be apart of it. i wish he knew how much it hurts me when we finally after all this time make plans and ( Read more... )

Well, he told me that he got a job interview for $16/hr. This was at 4:30 it is not 6 and he said that he was still there and it is a long process and he was not sure how much longer it was going to take but he would call me and let me know. I should have just let him come over yesterday but i got tired of waiting so I started to mow the lawn and ( Read more... )

I dont know what i am getting myself into anymore. I mean it is just that I want to believe he means it when he says he wants to get together to hang out and be friends like we use to be. But it has been so long and i am very nervous about this. I have feeling like this because i really do want him to come over but there is part of me that is ( Read more... )

as of lately i have been having these feelings of there is something missing from my life. maybe even someone. i have not needed this person in quite sometime but now that things have taken a very positive turn in my life i wish he was back in my life to share it with me. even if it was as a friend. the problem is now why after all this time ( Read more... )

So my friend jessie rae decided i needed to get a myspace to meet new people. (i thnik people of the opposite sex)hehe. so i have been chatting with this one guy and its kind of cool because he lives near me. so my finals are done and the one thing is i know i failed my grad class and will have to retake it. i do have a new job starting and that ( Read more... )

Well, besides having a few panic attacks i thought i would have made it through the final. Well, in the mail i get the paper that i wrote and what do i get a D. not good when i have already failed the mid-term. Now i did the first part of the final and i am thinking ok. just if i didnt pass i had in the back of my mind if i didnt pass i take ( Read more... )

So i must be able to get that damn paper done for the grad class tomorrow because i just realized that i had a pls paper due on monday that had to be 4-5 pgs long and i am proud to say it is fuckn done. LOL! so that is all for now and for those who are out right now having a good time drinkn hookn up getn some u all suck!!!!!!!!! because i wish it ( Read more... )

So the good news today is that my car will be fixed thanks to Michelle. Best part is that its a beautiful day and i dont have to work. HAHAHA! I got one paper done I will have no problem getting the other two done. my mom said i should take the weekend off and fiish up the papers so there wont be so much pressure on me to get stuff done next week ( Read more... )