Hi all. Been awhile huh?? I think this will begin a new month long period of me updating my journal. Since the last post I am back in Elkhart, and working at my old job. I ride a moped. That's it. Sorry not much to mention, more will come in the morning when I will be more awake.

I'm sitting here eating some rice I made thtat is way too spicy. I'm burning my mouth with every bite. I went ou to the bar tonight after work with some people. My god my boss is a lush. It took him half an hour to get to the bathroom, that was 10ft away. More in a little while when I'm done eating.

B.

I think I might be bi-polar. I go from happy to sad fast. Except it all seems to be location/situation based. If I'm working ro staying busy and my brain doesn't really have to work too much, I'm perfectly content. But once I get alone, it sucks. I'm probably just bored and over thinking things.

I'm mmoving back home next week. In two days is my last day at my current job. The whole future is open for me. I'm scared shitless. I have all these options now available to me. All these choices are scaring the crap out of me. I could do this, I could do that. What if I screw it up? With so many options available, I'm bound to screw ( Read more... )

I quit my job the other day. This will be the first time tin 10 years that I will be unemployed. I finally did it. I'm gonna be a squatter in my mom's basement. Moving back to Elkhart and finishing school.

Sorry faithful readers. I know it's been awhile. I went back home last week. Had a BLAST. I'm for sure going to move. My plan is to be back in E-town by the end of July, but that's not looking real good. I need to be back near my friends and family. I am sick of being alone. I love being in a bigger city, but I need more. More being people ( Read more... )

Evidentally there is a tornado heading my way. I worry about it when it actually gets here. I've spent the last two days pretty much sleeping all day. I've been awake for a total of 8 hours in the last 48. I just have no motivation to do anything other than sleep. Well today I had motivation to go to the grocery and buy some food, because I ( Read more... )

I just got done watching the seaon finale of Smallville. I really love the show and all, but I hate it when TV shows leave you hanging, especially at the end of the season. Now I have to wait until October to find out what the hell happens. I can see leaving a cliffhanger from week to week, but for 4 months?? C'mon most people (me included) ( Read more... )

Man I hate being poor. I just got a monster check from work, and paid my bills and boom now it's gone. I don't get where the hell it goes. I don't buy anything or hardly spend money at all. I don't even carry my debit card on me or ever any cash. I need to move somewhere that's cheaper to live. Like back to E-town. I miss all my friends and ( Read more... )

I met the MIller Light cat fight girls from those commericals today. They're in Indy for the 500 this weekend. There's more silicon in those two (mean four) than in the entire state of Indiana. That was my weirdness of the day. That and the fire at work. I'm sitting there just doing my job, and BAM the fire alarm goes off. The cause of the ( Read more... )