i haven't read or written in this thing in so long! i felt inclined to do so because a huge chapter of my life is ending. this monday i am moving to portland. it's really bizarre, leaving the town i grew up in. it's also bizarre knowing that even if i wanted to, i don't have a house to move back to. i am a bit sad because my boyfriend isn't moving ( Read more... )

i had some really bad news this weekend. i don't know really how to describe how devistating some things can be. you forget how important every day is and how much family does mean.

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so i'm sick and didn't go to work today. i have to be at work tomorrow at 5 am to do inventory until 1! shitty, huh? all i can do is play on the computer, sit around my apartment and listen to mates of state tonight. i should be sleeping, but i cough too much when i lay down. i had a lot of fun on new years, especially once we went to the sandwich ( Read more... )

le tigre was amazing, as always. i had such a fucking great time with everyone who was there tonight. everyone was smiling, and dancing and singing and it made me feel really good...i felt like people actually cared about something. i loved it, and i love all of you that were there. danny, im sorry you couldnt go, your presence was for sure missed.

i do not want to go to work....grrr my store is always busy and it blows.

ya know when u get erally sad and your stomach hurts? well my stomach hurts.

fucking shoot me in the head...please?

well tonight meghan and i ate at mandarin. we kinda got stood up tonight, and we're bummed about that but whatever, people are dumb sometimes. it was nice spending some alone, quality time with my bff!! ones guys get into the picture everything is weird for people..it bums me out. i wish life was all about friends and there was never any confusion ( Read more... )

can i just fucking say that i love danae, dylan and meghan and they all make the world go round. seriously...brian and jay are rad as well. however, these grrrls are special in a way i couldnt describe to anyone. i don't think i'd do them justice. so much has been going on lately i couldn't even write an entry but i will try to piece it together ( Read more... )