life's a bitch.xxonlyxyouxxOctober 15 2005, 05:41:15 UTC
jamie mcphail i love you. and i know how you feel, i'm pretty much emotionally drained and im sick of complaining to people and life's confusing and i'm sick of telling people about all this shit and idk. i'm pretty much on the verge of just giving up on life and just saying fuck it.
i realy get the whole guys wanting blonds with double D's. i mean look i have had only one boyfriend and i would not even call him a boyfriend we went out for 6 days before he dumped me and i never even got to go out on a date with him. and the guy that i realy realy realy like at my old school hated me and liked a tall blond pretty girl named KATIE... and it hurts when you like alot a guy and he hates you and likes an other girl. and you don't see any guy turning to check me out. cause people think im weird and really willed and that makes me a BIG loser. and i don't care if im a loser but then people think that im weird for thinking that way. and i just want to slap them over the head for that. its like why do you care if i like being a loser and a weirdo and a willed child anyway its not like it has anything to do with you!!! so i realy get where your comeing from and dont wast your time on what they all think of you cause in the end it them just trying to make themselfs fell better about them selfs by makeing you feel bad about
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