i love how i have an amazing time w/. my love, jamifer, then i find something out and that whole fun time is just forgotten. i hate how i do that. one little thing that bothers me makes me sad, and then ruins my whole night? like seriously though, when someone tells you something that makes you happy, then you find out that they pretty much lied to ( Read more... )

i'm scared to fall in love. all my life, i've never really had anything to hold on to. my family, for as long as i can remember, has sucked. i hate coming home. some nights i just don't want to even come home at all. home to me is a place to sleep and eat. the end. nothing more. i don't think of it as a place i love, i think of it as the worst ( Read more... )

To pretty much sum it up, listen to the song, "Because of you" by Kelly Clarkson ( Read more... )

pretty much failing math, again.
religion teacher hates me?
i have a killer headache.
( won't go away )
mad tired.
pretty much feel like i'm dying
lost in math
love my friends
think im fat =/
effin sick of my parents
i need friends on myspace
cheer up emo kid =D
hehe. end of story.

Love is like Novicane
& it leaves a little stainwow. i never knew i'd feel like this. how come you think of one thing, and everythings fine and it's the thing you want to do, but when you do it, you regret it? it seems like a good idea at the time but it turns out to be the worst idea you could ever possibly have. i haven't eaten in a day, and my ( Read more... )

When Everything Feels Like The Movies♥

she`s scared because -suddenly- it`s only
clear how much he really means to her - x O

WOW. SCHOOL IS FREAKIN AMAZING. I LOVE HOW I CAN GO AND ACT MYSELF, WEAR PAJAMAS AND FLIP-FLOPS, TOTALLY NOT MATCH, AND HAVE PEOPLE STILL WANNA BE MY FRIENDS. GOSH, I LOVE MY LUNCH TABLE♥ IT DEFIANTLY ( Read more... )

You wanted the best♥
it wasn't me

Well, I haven't wrote since like Friday night. Saturday was "Girl's Morning" and Amanda, Jennie, Kayleigh, Franii, Brittany, Joanie, and I went to The Ken-West Freshman football game then to Starbucks/Subway. It was pretty fun! I was glad to see Jennie, Franii, and Brittany. I haven't seen them in forever. Of ( Read more... )

Oh Whatta Night

YEAH, YOU KNOW THOSE GIRLS THAT LET THEIR EMOTIONS GET THE BEST OF THEM
& I'VE CONTRIVED SOME SORT OF PLAN TO HELP MY FELLOW MAN
LET'S GET EMOTIONAL GIRLS TO ALL WEAR MOOD RINGS
SO WE'LL BE TIPPED OFF WHEN THEY'RE TICKED OFF
CUZ, WE'LL KNOW WHAT THEY'RE THINKING, JUST WHAT THEY'RE THINKING♥

WOW. ALL I CAN SAY IS, WHATTA NIGHT ! ( Read more... )

Cuz She's Bittersweet♥ ...

[ She .knocksme Off .myfeet ]

ORIENTATION TONGIHT. OH BOY. I HOPE IT'S FUN. I HAVE TO GO BY MYSELF THOUGH. SO, IT'S GOING TO BE KIND OF AWKWARD WHEN I SHOW UP BUT I'M SURE I'LL SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE I KNOW. I'M NOT REALLY NERVOUS ABOUT GOING TO HIGHSCHOOL ANYMORE. HMMM. I GOT TO SHOWER. I'M STARTING TO SMELL. JUST ( Read more... )

IM SELFISH AS SELFISH COMES♥
you're giving me a run for my money, honey

&he's got.posters On .thewall. ofallthegirls` he [wishes] she was..&he.means.everything.to.her

So denied. So i lied.
are you the now or never kind? ...
Here's to the nights we felt alive
Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry
Here's to good bye
Tomorrow's gonna come to soon♥
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