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Robin's Departure
"Robin's Reckoning" usually reflected on the issue(s) that was troubling me the most, and this time around I figured out what was troubling me the most: me. Ever since 2015 my life has flipped right side up with far less to complain about than I normally would write about or even have the energy to talk about. The problem was that even if I didn' ( Read more... ) -
Robin
Update very soon, just need timing to be right.
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Life After Death
When I think back to how my life was before my dad died, I can't help but feel embarrassed on how delusional I was as a person. Since my life was given to me as a young lad and I felt more than determined to have it like that as an adult. My desire to earn my way through life did not start to spark until after my dad's departure. I always had ( Read more... ) -
Befriending Monsters
It ended with a broken heart, which was lead kiss, and that was lead by a mislead friendship... which turned out was a few. When my father died in 2010, I spent a year being lost in the world we live in today. In 2011 I made an event called "Kai25" which was to redo my 25th birthday with some peers, that day I thought I had friends. I later ( Read more... ) -
Robin's Reckoning: Minotauring
There's a thin line between parenting and being a brother, this is something that you're doing a poor job at. As a parent, you give me no courage or motivation that I could succeed at anything. As a brother, you give me no respect being that I'm a part of your life which makes my life harder. You nitpick and belittle any and every little thing ( Read more... ) -
scratch
Sometimes I ask myself if my relationship with cats and humans are the same, always their as a "pick-me-up" but never really there for anything else. Is it easy to hurt those that care for you? Or even try to care? Seems like no matter how much I try to cater to them, I get scratched at the end. Still not sure if I deserve it or not, all I know ( Read more... ) -
Peach Tree
What's the point of being part of a dying community when they are selective on who they want to fall with them? That's been my dilemma for the past few years, and to this day nothing has changed. I scratch my head and become embarrassed when I think back to why I wanted to be a part of it so badly, it was because I wanted to be accepted for being ( Read more... ) -
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What to do what to do when the world can't stay true ( Read more... ) -
The Root
Watching cancer take her life to the last line ( Read more... ) -
slumber heartbeats
When do you fall apart ( Read more... )