Bitter thoughts became your every waking breath ( Read more... )

Hey, Constant Readers!  Well the weather here finally warmed back up.  And it even rained last night (well, it sprinkled for like 20 seconds and quit, but the people here were like, "Dude, it's finally raining!"  *Shaking my head*

Well, I don't have much to say--lazy day today (they always are here).

Hope all is well.

B

    Again, not much going on here...  This past week it's been unusually cold for California (or so I am told, considering I've never been here before).  Weather should pan out by next week and warm up, or so the weather man says.  Hopefully I'll get some photos up here pretty soon--I just need to figure out how to unload pictures from my camera-- ( Read more... )

OMG I have found the coolest thing.  Giant Smarties.  Maybe I don't get around much, but I've never seen them out in Indiana...

Okay, so I'm fishing here...

Not much else going on, hear it's freezing in Indiana.  Hope all is well with...  Um...  All...

ahhhhhhhhhh.......  .....insomnia..... ....sucking.... ....brain...

l8r suckerz!

B

It's in this wake that I find myself
Losing the will to resume this hell
When every breath is a dying wish
It's harder to follow the point of this

This broken place that I call my home
Is deep in the sorrow that I have sown
And I can't erase what is in my heart
I wanted to finish before it starts

My own solution in discretion again
Our false solution is ( Read more... )

Sorry for the long time away--still alive so all bets are off...  As some of you know, I'm in Orange County.  I got a job opportunity today that is super awesome--I'll be head IT guy for a large global corporation that manufactures aerospace parts if I get the job--they interviewed me on the phone and I'm hoping to score a face-to-face so keep me ( Read more... )

It's been over a month since I've posted.  I've probably lost the four readers that I had.  *SIGH*

B

I was beginning to wonder if she hadn't finally given up the ghost; committed suicide from the sheer boredom.  This could, however, merely be a trick of the illness, the drink, and the lack of sleep.

Will investigate further.

B

My birthday came and went with little fanfare. My body is becoming like a well-used car. The mileage is getting a little higher, the engine is running (more or less), and a few of the bearings and joints are wearing out.
You know, I guess we never truly stop learning in life. The thing about that statement, the thing that really frightens ( Read more... )

My life is approaching normalcy... What a blessing, you fools don't even know what it is you have...  I hope all is going well for those that mean something to me.  Sorry I'm scarce...  Apparently I'm a commodity these days.  Life is status quo, and I couldn't ask for anything more....

B