I need to start pulling myself together, Lake Placid only a few months away, and I am in horrible shape for it. I am not looking to impress anyone or anything like that, but I would like to be able to do my fair share of heavy lifting and such without seeming like the lazy Cali girl. If I didn't have this damn 8am class, life would be SO much ( Read more... )

I would just like to say that I love all of you who responded to my last entry, thank you, you guys really helped a lot. I need that extra push. Everything is just sort of at a stand-still right now, in that New York almost does not seem real until the damn paperwork FINALLY comes. I am going, there is no turning back now. Unless i wait too long to ( Read more... )

i have not updated in HELLA days because my life is quite a bore right now. what can i say? I LOVE santa cruz and classes are going alright. although, i have NO idea what i am doing in the german class because Frau Frisk is freakin' insane ( Read more... )

     I have not posted in hella days, so now seemed like the right time. Life...it has been interesting. As of right now, I am doing pretty well in college. I still love the people at college, and Santa Cruz is not boring yet. If I had a car or some other mode of transportation, I would be fantastic. Personalwise...do you guys really want me to be ( Read more... )

so last night i drank WAY over my limit in vodka...i passed out around 9, and i basically stayed there till 9 this morning, with various trips to the bathroom when i could convince myself to get up. i did not barf, because i convinced myself out of it. but i felt like i was going to die last night, no joke. i steel feel a bit queasy. i am NEVER ( Read more... )

Life here still very much has its ups and downs. I had my first mid-term EVER today, my first and only one for this qtr. It was for the poetry class, I am not sure how I did on it. I think it went ok, but we shall see come Monday I think ( Read more... )

c'mon and show that we love, rip out the wings of a butterfly, for your soul, my love, rip out the wings of a butterfly

so the germans go home tmw, it's a little sad, they're good kids and highly entertaining. plus, now i have to make a life for myself, get my crap together for school, take those next steps in becoming a grown-up. EWW. went into the ol' german room today, that was weird. i am so glad i am not in high school any more. at the same time, i don't really ( Read more... )

So yes, overall, summer was a blast. It was a most excellent way to spend my summer. I think that next summer I will try to venture into new horse camps, currently I am looking at a place in Colorado. I would also like to get my level one CHA credits...but I have to go some place like Oregon State to do it ( Read more... )

So I am about to break into my last week of camp. Then the Germans come, then we go to Disneyland, then I pack for school while dealing with my family. YIPPEE ( Read more... )