and the fucking moron catholics who created him. i had a test this morning; and as they are counting out tests/per person in row and handing them out, the douchebag child next to me decides i don't get a test bc he has to save one for his girlfriend who told him she was running late. i told him that he can "get the bitch her own fucking test." ( Read more... )

my lip hurts. it was chapped and i bit it until it hurts now. i did my paper this morning, emailed it to my teacher and need to get it peer reviewed by someone at work. it pisses me off when i make more work for myself because i got sick working too hard. i can't seem to catch a goddamned break..or rather a goddamned nap..the breaks seem to be ( Read more... )

i had horrible dreams last night about being fat. more specifically feeling normal and then realizing as the "night" progressed that I was actually a LOT fatter than i thought. i woke up and couldn't help boo-hooing a bit. so now i'm cutting back on the munchies-yeah i'm paranoid, but i hate my big ass anyways. i want to be at least a size 4 in ( Read more... )

at work till one after being at school all day since 9. im exhausted. at least i get to sleep in tomorrow and there's finally some fucking availability. carl's gotta wear heels to work in two weeks. ha ha. i wish they'd put me back in honeywell.

finished my soc. hw. cant do my buddah hw bc this comp. doesnt have acrobat. fucker..especially that i have plenty of time to read it all bc im finally in the honeywell queue. tomorrow i have class hella early but after that im going to the mall to get a mani/pedi and bras from vs. im tired and wish i were more loaded than this. oh well...at ( Read more... )

we turned in the keys to the old apartment today. i'm only gonna miss the closet under the stairs and the side by side fridge. then we went to quizno's...which i will pay for later. work again. at least there's availability, and i have a new book-even though it's really not written that well. im bored but i really dont want a call. id rather be ( Read more... )

so we were gonna buy steven's uncle greg's car for 5,000 or something. now lou wants to buy it for us as long as steven's name is on it. even tho-if we were paying for it, it would be only my money we were using. but im looking a gift-horse in the mouth aren't i? grr. i went to the mall...found nothing for me. i hate all the clothes out now..they' ( Read more... )

at work again. people are stupid. they all want to believe in some "bad guy"...like people who dont do what you want are evil somehow..like they want to destroy you or something. disgusted. i have a bit of a headache. i'm holding for blue beuc gsm..i cant believe im recording that part of my life..how sad. i want to go to the mall. i want to get ( Read more... )

i'm at work. i hate math but i get paid on friday. got a brighton purse from aunt lynn for christmas. the bag it came with would make a cute top. dad went back to cal. mom's somewhere in the southeast. rachel's due back with ashley a couple days ago..so lord knows. and she's acting weird lately; bitching at my dad, demanding to have "talks" with ( Read more... )