la la la...i wish i had a car...la la la

lalala - love - lalala....

la la la...i love getting drunk... la la la

lalala - webparty - lalala...

hahaha - does anyone have a webcam? -- ha ha  ha

 i need to get out...

 i suck

Im gonna make a mistake ( Read more... )

passed my classes. rachel lives two houses down. steven got a 15% raise. and i'm about to quit this idiotic job. my new t.l. hovers and hawks but never helps, and makes us sit by him. am i in high school? i thought this was the real world. so, my bad, since it's not, i'll be leaving soon. not to mention the complete inefficiency of cingular's ( Read more... )

i'm cold. and depressed. i hate this job because these people are stupid and rude. i have a mod. to finish by sunday, a ten page paper to finish by tuesday, a test on thursday with the ten page paper official rough draft due, the final draft due on the following tuesday, not to mention justin's just come down, my dad will be down on tuesday, i ( Read more... )

i think i use the term fat for other meanings besides its literal definition. i think steven doesn't understand this. i think he may if i could explain it, but i can't. i feel antsy but tired. depressed but bored. angry but complacent. miserable but defeated. am i? defeated, that is? oh who knows. my hands are dry again. i should carry lotion ( Read more... )

i hate that life is gay ( Read more... )

( honeywell, again )

GRRRRRRRRR!

at rachel...
at steven...
at mom...

at me.

*sigh*

i am not strong enough to handle this.
don't get me wrong, i'm not a quitter...i just feel queasy.
and fat
and small
and wrong
and sad
and i know it's cuz i'm on the rag...but fuck.

*sigh*
fuck.