My father is the most stubborn man to ever walk the face of the earth. I can't stand it. I love him to fucking death but I don't agree with nearly anything he ever says. I wish I agreed more with people. I wish people agreed more with me rather and at least I am aware. I'm so open to others' opinions so like... why aren't they to mine? Whatever. If ( Read more... )

and I am so okay with that. I wake up and come here and then I take a shower and then I come back here and when I think I can't stand it anymore at 1:30 am getting tech notes I look up and am reminded why I'm here. This theater is why I am who I am. Specifically this one and it's so amazing that 10 years later I'm here feeling the same way I did ( Read more... )

in my life, though some have changed ( Read more... )

It's been one of those weeks where I don't really know who is who or what is what or why anything is but also one of those weeks when time flies by and passes rather slowly. I think for the most part that's how this summer can be described. I couldn't be happier with the choices I have made this summer because for once they benefit me and I made ( Read more... )

I wouldn't change the past three days of my life for anything in the world. I've had the most amaaaazing weekend with the most amazing people. I'm so grateful that no matter what happens or how long long we are apart, my friends and I will never change and if we do we roll with the punches. I live for summers like this and it's so amazing that ( Read more... )

I realize that instead of being strong at one thing I'm mediocre at a million and I don't know which I would rather be. I feel like I can cover so much ground, I have a plethora of skills that just don't go hand in hand with one another. I'm going to start taking things one at a time- I have plenty of time to master all the things I want I just ( Read more... )

My soul was filled with crystal light, lavender ribbons of rain sang ridding my heart of mortal fight. Broken sundown fatherless showdown. Gun hip swollen lip bottle sip, yeah I suck dick. Loose grip on gravity falls sky blinding crumbling walls. River sweep away my memories of children's things a young mother's love before the yearning song of ( Read more... )

Shit, life is good. This little momentary responsibility free life I'm living is incomparably refreshing. I get the feeling that this summer is going to be great. By feeling I mean I hope. Also, by responsibility free I don't really mean responsibility free. I feel like not caring is so much easier than caring and being bad is so much easier than ( Read more... )

it's really exhausting, you know, to try to reiterate things that you know are certain when the vending machine you're feeding your dollar bill too keeps spitting it back at you like the dollar wasn't valid. i've come and settled and have begun to lull. this road ahead doesn't look too long- but there just as well may be dust in my way of viewing. ( Read more... )

it's cold when it's october here so i guess i won't see you on my birthday this year ( Read more... )