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yay monday!
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sooo...
well...
not surprisingly things have not gone as planned... ha ha ha.
i did not make any of my deadlines.
once again.
surprise surprise.
HOWEVER. in good news, november has been perfect. I have not binged, in 8 days now. which is a RECORD you don't even understand.
And i have lost like 10 since last time i wrote... which is good.
not good enough.
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BOOOOOOO
today = total CRAP
i feel so fat...
and ucky...
but also, quite motivated. and strong... once again, like i can do this.
most likely due to the run in between me and a certain male whom i was looking for, found, and refused to believe he was who i was looking for because he was way too cool for me ;)
but now.
maybe not. maybe cool has naught to do ( Read more... ) -
i dont know...
if i wanna play this game anymore....
i could just be oober vegan... and workout alot...
but... 120 by thanksgiving... 110 at some point soon thereafter... oooohhh... it's so lovely. in my head. it's like glorious gloriousness... i can't seem to talk myself out of it.
ok. i'm making a new years resolution:::
I WILL RETHINK THIS
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BAH again
I'm so amused that I get in such a pissy mood when I eat the way I want to... grrrr ( Read more... ) -
being in love SUCKS
well. so yeah. ice skating is GOOD. ime in love AGAIN i have to say it SUCKS now ime all depressed again. he's so SEXY. geez... he's got the SIDEBURNS and the GOATEE(?) geez. whats a pathetic girl like me to do? he depresses me. he's got a little GIRLFRIEND... ugh. she must DIE. erg. so. he doesn't know i exsis, which as i embarrass myself ( Read more... ) -
ICE SKATING
hi hi!!! me and zoe went iceskating today. it was so awesome!!! it makes mw want virginia even more!! ime in love with ice now... any how. so we signed up for lessons... heh. good times, gooood times. there was an annoying amount of people there, though so that was uncool. so as usual, valentines day was NOTHING. i had a weird dream about a rose ( Read more... )
