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New chapter?.....or new book..
I have a love in my life. He is wonderful. So caring. I have a love....all mine. But also, today something different happened. Just now at 3:40 a.m. My first love..... who became my best friend.... Who became a distant friend....who became a friend I talked to every six months.....who became the friend I talked to every year.....who became the ( Read more... ) -
ehh
It's not often a person feels the need to escape all around them, not the cliche just "getting away" but really just vanish. When i feel it coming i write, i let the words do the running and the space they rest on is
my hiding place.
Im not angry at all that i cannot take back, and im pretty much satisfied with all i have avoided. I do feel bad for ( Read more... ) -
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i read you god im good at it..and you breathe it in...Cause i love you.. cant help i love you
Paint me clear so i look like i feel.
Daisy chains and let down things.
Im turning green with envy, its possible im colored calm though.
Knives soaked with blood of endless nights.
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hello, goodbye
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I caught a butterfly..........
I'm almost positive no one reads this thing anymore, news on my mother, shes not well, i see heart transplant, i layed with her all day in the hospital and watched her sleep for 11 hours. I thought about alot of things, i fell asleep for an hour, i dreamed about alot of things, i dreamed i was going to have sex with some stranger, and then i ( Read more... ) -
we all get needy
Its been a while sence i update, nothing important has been happening, my mother is still in the hospital, her surgery is on wed, pray and what not, and uh, Chris got me a postal service cd and i adore him for that, im lonely and i want to not wake up anymore
not that i can sleep its been days....
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nothing
Mark is my best friend. -fin- -
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This is just the way things are, deal with it, life is hard, life hurts, life isnt fair. It beats the alternative ( Read more... ) -
lover i dont have to love
I love u i really do.
Y do u make me sad, this was such a happy thing, and now....it is done....gone. Oh well fuck it....it was nice.