where you want to do so much
so many important things

and the fact you have so many things to do
stalls you entirely and you do nothing instead

you know that feeling?


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hehehehe
fucking kiwis

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'We should be able to transcend conventional humanism and open our eyes to absurdity, and instead of concealing the contradictions of humans, we should be be able to look on these as a force for embracing humanity.'

-Ozawa Tsuyoshi

something is compelling. is it lust? i doubt it. is it loss? i doubt that again. is it restored faith. no. there has been a void of a kind. left and right. left undone. right until now. renewed is too massive. moved. too floaty. this compulsion has been felt. that is it ( Read more... )

she seems to notice more than you think. your words. and especially your phrasing. like a little pocket dictionary. that you never carry with you. you once received one for a gift. a precious green with smooth unadulterated pages. you keep it still. by the tv that has never lived. the breeze greets you for the first time in days. you are happy its ( Read more... )

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This LJ has totally lost all its purpose and meaning that it originally had for me. Now its a place to display my life...only the good yet never the bad. Too many are now privy to my inner thoughts through this screen and so they are kept inside again, like they originally had been before I owned a computer. I didnt want to have to filter them. ( Read more... )

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oh it rains!
oh how it rains!

i need to find my fucking umbrella

im off to play in the rain!