I feel retarded after not writing for a while, having my last entry be about Lauren in October. It's quite ironic actually, because I'm going to see her in 2 weeks, and today is her birthday. But this is not why I am writing to you. I gave graduated, I am into college, I have won awards and honors, I have been promoted, I am a legal adult, I own my ( Read more... )

Maybe I'm just being too emotional about it, but it really hurts me now that Lauren is gone. I'll back up a bit for the sake of updating. In my senior year, I have become very isolated. Don't get me wrong, my year has been very eventful, being that I have finished applying to all 10 of my schools (Oberlin Conservatory, Boston Conservatory, Ithaca, ( Read more... )

Who cares about you Who cares about you Who cares about you Who cares about you No one.

Champaign for my real friends and real pain to my sham friends.

The following sentence is false. The preceding sentence is true.

Does anybody truly know what it is to be surrounded completely by something or someone you love?

Stomping dragon is always better than flying stone.

If you're a crackhead/stoner or an immigrant with very basic English language skills, you probably work at the DMV.

If anyone knows of any local orchestras that play music by local composers, please let me know(Cough, Candy Amato). I need to have a few short pieces recorded by a live full orchestra so that I can send them along with a copy of my manuscripts to certain schools by the end of this year.

...Thank you.

People say they cannot understand what I say or mean anymore.

I am incoherent.

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