so i think im pretty much done with this journal here 4 a bit...cuz i have other things goin on and not much time 2 piddle with this. so yeah.

on that note, my farewell speech -

shit happens.

oh and life's a garden. dig it.

p.s cholie i want my damn shirt!

bye yall

*love

OH MY GOD I CANNOT EAT THIS BAGEL FAST ENOUGH!!! holy crap i was starving!!! i had a slice of pizza 4 lunch then cereal when i got home from school so i was like DYING at practice...twas terrible..but now im ok thanks ( Read more... )

2day is my hunni's 18th birthday...and i love u SO much baby...i hope u had a good day...i kno its gonna b hard with ur new job and everything and i feel kinda weird not talking 2 u right now but i kno that itll all b worth it in the end...i couldnt ask 4 a better boyfriend than u baby...i love everything about u and i would do nething 4 u in this ( Read more... )

i only want certain ppl 2 read this...actually nvm i dont kno y im bothering with that statement bc i dont think anybody reads this anymore...i dont really care tho...um anyway ( Read more... )

this week has been pointless. i havent done anything in school...well i have...but not really...i am really just ready 2 b done with school...a perpetual summer would b nice...it might get old after a while yes, but right now it sounds nice ( Read more... )

so mark just left....GOD i missed him so much this week! :( i love bein with him...and i looooooved lunch yesterday darling :D thank u 4 that...and thank u again....hahaha anyway ( Read more... )

so yeah i was really upset the other night...im ok now but the other night was bad...cuz after i got done bein all pissed off mark said sumthin that made me cry bc it was the sweetest thing anybody has ever said 2 me in my whole life and i really mean that - i am so in love with him... i really wanted 2 c u 2nite hunni but its ok, i kno its not ur ( Read more... )

FINE DONT LET ME HELP MYSELF U ASSHOLES!!! YEAH I SCREWED UP OK....FUCKING THREE MONTHS AGO!!!!! LET IT GO!!! I KNO ITS NOT MY CAR!!! WHAT DO U THINK?!?!!? AND HELLO ITS NOT LIKE U BOUGHT ME THE CAR, EVEN THO U SEEM 2 THINK U DID - HELLO I WAS FUCKING PAYING FOR IT!!! U LET ME GET IT!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HATE U!!!!! NOTHING I DO WILL ( Read more... )

my favoritest thing is mark tho ( Read more... )

i feel kinda crappy today...woke up 2 my mum screaming at my dad...i could hear her all the way upstairs with my door shut...so yeah i was like...wonderful. so i go downstairs...i was gonna eat sumthin then i forgot...lol...so i didnt eat ( Read more... )