Well...I didn't go to school today, so I went to Holston Elem. with my mommy and we worked in the library. I don't think I wanna be a librarian anymore, hehe. Then we had to leave cuz my mom had to run some "errands". She picked up her "friend" and drove to some store. It sucked. I don't like my mom's friend...She smokes, she's rude, she's a user. ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night. All lot of things happened in it, but the one I remember most is my gramma being alive(my mother's mother). She still had cancer, though, and she was in a wheelchair. But the good part was that we were friends again and that mad me happy. Because before she died I was a bitch to her and I wrote all these bad things in my ( Read more... )

I'm better now. All I needed to do was to listen to 3 hours of r&b and write some poetry.

We put up the Christmas stuff today and we moved the living room around. That's about it, I guess. Oh yeah, they're calling for snow tomorrow or whatever. Yay! I don't wanna go back to school...school scares me.

I don't have nothing much to say right now, 'cept that I have been bitter since last night. Why do people act so...human? Stupid question right there, but why can't they just love or forgive and forget. Why do they think they're the only ones with that certain problem they have? And when someone tries to help, they push her away? Why can't they ( Read more... )

Nothing much happened today. My mom and sisters and I went to the store to buy some stuff. Actually all my mom did was chase people down and ask if they wanted to buy any girl scout cookies.The McFlurry maker worked today and that made me happy. I just got my hair permed and it's still wet so I'm kinda cold right now. Well, that's it I guess-until ( Read more... )

We just got back from NC. It was ok down there, 'cept everything's changed. Everybody's leaving amd that makes me sad...Christmas was okay, JoJo got me some shirts and tommy girl lotion and purfume(which smell very, very bad), my gramma gave me some money, which was good cuz I got to buy whatever I wanted. New Years sucked. Didn't get a New Years ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, we're going to NC. I can't wait. My big sister, JoJo, is pregnant and my mom going crazy about it, because it's gonna be her first grandchild. My other big sister is mad at my little sister and me for not giving her our N64. It was our first game console and I've had a lot of good memories with it...I'm not giving it away. She'll prolly ( Read more... )