Life fucking sucks. and I can't pretend to be happy anymore. because i'm not.
I want to get the fuck out of here now.
Forget people. I don't want to be hurt anymore.
I want a new start. a new life.
I hate the one I have. and I hate myself.
I never learn and I never get better.
Why do I do this to myself. WHY?

summer today ( Read more... )

Thinking. Sometime my brain hurts from thinking. Constant throbbing that won't go away unless you suffocate your brain in ice cold buckets of water. Then it's more burning which eventually turns into numbness ( Read more... )

It's weird to think that just yesterday I was fidgiting in the doctors office as he tells me I no longer have to take medication or go to therapy. I don't think I've ever been this happy in..hell forever, even with the worst shit happening in the past two months, I've been so happy, and dealt with it, how I saw fit. And it's been wonderful ( Read more... )

Super emotional day ( Read more... )

bum bum ( Read more... )

I have sleeping problems..I didn't really fall asleep Saturday night until like 10am, woke up a little after 12. Yeah 2 hours. It sucked ( Read more... )

Bargh Bargh ( Read more... )

Tomorrow = PROM ( Read more... )

I have returned home and feel not so distracted. Good dinner, good friends..YES ( Read more... )