some stuff happened today, and im scared.... all i need to do is just wait and let things take course. i have to wait 2 weeks max and then i should know how things are. im just hoping i get what i want not to sound greedy but this is what needs to happen now nothing else would be good. cross my fingers. peace

so things have been good. not too many calls, and things are going good. im slackin in school and i need to pick it up a bit. chillen with everyone alot and just haven good times in the last high school year ( Read more... )

this is directed to NO ONE IMPARTICULAR!!

last night hillary came over with brad since she couldnt drive. we are sitting on teh footon and she says 'i love you' i wasnt sure if it was an actual i lve you or she was just saying it so i reasked her what she said and sure enough she said it. ok no big deal. then i started to think about what she said to me as the night went on ( Read more... )

so the bestest person in the world got into trouble yesterday over something stupid. she got her car insurance taken away and her parents took her cell phone away too (which is good in a way, cuz now halo and arron cant call her). she doesnt deserve this especially after she helped me with all of my shit last weekend and now she gets it all dumped ( Read more... )

ever since i left things have been more then fucked up with my family. i cant talk to anyone from my house without there being an arguement. it upsets me so much that people that arent my family are more supportive then my legit family. things have been so crazy this weekend its unbelievable, and not the good unbelievable either ( Read more... )

i've been spending alot of time with my girlfriend and i've come to realize i'm extremly happy with her. we have so much fun togther and shes starting to realize things i don't think she realized before. i'm glad that i can mean something to her, she seems happy and thats what i want. i couldnt ask for anyone more sweet then she is, not too mention ( Read more... )

so i came home and fell asleep watching indoor lacrosse and when i woke up the goonies was on, ONE OF THE BEST MOVIES EVER! so i watched it then i went to get hillary since she had finished eating with her family. so she came over and decided that we should watch the goonies so i watched it again but it was ok cause GOONIES IS ONE OF THE BEST ( Read more... )

so i spent yet another night with her and its like i could spend all the time in the world with her and not get bored. shes so easy to have fun with. we talked things out and smoothed some things over today and i think things are beginning to be really good. i like being with her at her house if feels comfortable, like i fit in there ( Read more... )

so i found out some more stuff i would have been better not knowing. we talked it out and i know she cares however the little crush needs to dissappear. i've done so much already and i havent asked for anything but what i want is honesty, trustworthyness, and the reassurance that there is nothing else. we discussed how things are and need to be so ( Read more... )