You know.. it really sucks when you keep falling into the same trap everytime, I get played more than PS2 and thats truth.. Im not going to keep doing this shit. Im just a game to you, thats all I am.. just a "for the moment" accomplishment. Fuck that bs. im done wiff it.

Well kids I've made it here to Georgia and ive been spending a few days with family.. Theirs nothing like family guys.. nothing at all.. anywho. so many plans when i get back to FL, so many people to chill with!

And off I go.. early tommorow im going to GA to spend 3 weeks with my family.. sorry to have to go on such short notice.. i was just beginning to have fun >=) well ill be back soon.. and wiff muh wheels. ;) bye all.. to all my supporters I love you, for those of you who wish I'd die.. Fuck you.

Have a nice day!

Alex :D

I stepped foot off of the Uhaul truck.. dumbfounded to the florida lifestyle.. ready yet again for new experiences.. Missing all of my friends from New Jersey I knew i had to make it work for me.. or Id be lost.. I went through my first year of schooling to find out yet again that its all the same.. HS drama people everything.. although this ( Read more... )

its so hard letting go of somthing you have such deep feelings for.. but i guess i realized that its better if i just back away, Its evident to me that.. mabye im not wanted around anyway.. and thats what depresses me. Good luck all,

Well kids, im going home Sunday. spend some time with my rents.. take a breather ya noe? its been fun

Many people say that home is where your heart is.. But is it really? I mean.. my heart is in one place and my home is in another.. thank god for friends.. you know when you really think, you've got friends there you never knew you had.. or friends that you seldom paid much attention to at all.. =) its all good.. Just have to keep your headup.. look ( Read more... )

Well.. todays a new day like any other.. im here during lunch just thinking i guess, last night was one of those nights where i got some time to myself to just lay and think.. Ive thought about so much in the last few days, and Its pretty clear to me what im feeling and what i feel like i wanna do, but like everything else in life , in order for ( Read more... )

blahh.. its one of those days

Things are changing... They are drifting again.. somtimes I dont know why I try.. Memories.. lines.. advice.. circulates in my head when im alone and thinking.. is it leaving.. or is it gone, either way im dissapearing