even when i really do try, it doesn't seem to be good enough.

apparently i can't make anything work.

nor do i live up to anyone's expectations or standards.

DON'T GIVE UP WHEN YOU'RE SO CLOSE
DON'T GIVE UP WHEN YOU'RE ALMOST THERE

now there's only one thing on my mind
i hope you wanna try still
i know i will

the last part basically made me cry tonight at the subway station.

This love will open our world
From the dark side we can see a GLOW of something bright
Oh, there's much more than we see here
Don't burn the day away

Just love will open our eyes
Just love will put the hope back in our minds ( Read more... )

i feel betrayed though i'm not sure why. i shouldn't.

please, please, please let me get what i want

you make me smile so wide
when I look into your eyes
and when you're not around
you know you're somewhere stuck inside my mind.

i'm just gonna write a bit before i crash ( Read more... )

stolen from _uselesswords kaity

i hurt: because i feel helpless
i love: *coughs* .. music. abby! hanson<3
i hate: distance, money, work sobeys, passover, lies, when people don't call ( Read more... )

CAUSE IT'S GETTING HARDER
AND HARDER TO BREATHE

(like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams)

i've been meaning to write a real post for days, but i just haven't done it. i think i've been late at school every day all week (including being there on monday evening, which is the day i don't even have class). boo ( Read more... )