Just wanted to say bye.
Grandmother is dying...leaving the house and farm to me...a new begining...from an ending.

Came at a perfect time when I had given up on this place.

Amazing how life places me where I need to be.

Don't worry about me.

Won't be back, I won't...not this time.

Things just keep getting worse ( Read more... )

They have a way of changing things, filling in the cracks that hurt us.

Some things are etched permanently.

I have learned and grown alot in the past year.
Built everything up just to tear it all down.

Realize now it was a mistake.

One I cannot take back.

Only reflect on the painfull memory.

Now it's just me.

That's it.

All alone.

Always

Well I am going camping but not there...anyway off to the wilderness.

Watched it, and now I am consumed ( Read more... )

I already have all access ( Read more... )

this is your life ( Read more... )

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||||| 53% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73% Orderliness || 10% Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76% Interdependence |||||||||||| 43% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Religious |||||||||||| 50% ( Read more... )

Well lately I feel disconnected ( Read more... )

So I went out to eat, wish I hadn't. I am sooo fucking sickly full. That's what happens when you dont eat all day. Tomorrow early meeting, I hate meetings ( Read more... )