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all the things you hold dear, fade away
i wish i could take this pain away
when i look in the mirror i can only see a girl without a face ,without a name!

when i lay here in the darkness i think about your smile
all the things you´ve said 
why do i feel so empty and shatterd into pieces

its raining in my heart
i just try to hide every feeling that i feel ( Read more... )

 today was a fucked up day 
fucking headache and fucking shit day at stage
i felt like crap when i got home and went to sleep from 4till 6.30 and i still feel like a wreck 
oh well 
another week and then it´ll be over
and this weekend would be fun
tomorrow gonna go to the hell for a little while then maybe i´m gonna go to peer with marco to see some ( Read more... )

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okay wow this is been like so long ago since i´ve been on livejournal
since i started myspace i totally forget that i had livejournal but you can always find me on myspace if some people are interested
everything in my life totally change
the only thing i do lately is like go to school, party at the weekends and sleep thats the only thing i do ( Read more... )

Een wijze les voor VROUWEN !!!!!!!!

> Vorige week vrijdagavond stapte ik rond twaalf uur samen met mijn vriendin
> in bed. We praatten wat en ik zocht na lange tijd weer eens lichamelijk
> contact. Ze knuffelde wat, maakte me warm, maar hield me vervolgens tegen.
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>         "Nee schat, ik heb even geen zin," zei ze. "Ik zou zo graag willen
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awel school is kut 
mja 
gisteren ben ik naar de hel gwst en het was bom
ik heb een leuk gesprekje gehad met strix en ik ben dan ook met haar naar de kermis gwst voor fftjes
en we zijn in de wild mouse gwst ofzoeits en de shaker manman dat was af man egt waar en dan zijn we trug naar de hel gegaan en hebbe smoutebolle gehaald * jammie* ochja en dan heb ( Read more... )

what are friends for ???
i dont know anymore
i just think they all suck ass
and i just gess that i never was ment to be like a good friend to someone cuz i keep on messing up..
cuz everybody broke my trust in this matter of fact
oh well i've been thinking and i gess i'm gonne do some things on my own  
oh well 1 person i really do hate and i just fuckin ( Read more... )

 my heffalump i wanted so bad =)

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