I had an almost 7 month streak of not drinking. Nothing at all.

But I drank last night, I hate that I broke it. It's not like I got trashed to high heaven and hell. Whatever.

and I am in the mood where reading is really cool + good minimal music is playing. Like Dark Muse or something really loud + fucking angry like L7.

[xx]

well, since i have nothing else better to write, here is a piece from Virginia Woolf's "Mrs. Dalloway."

Oh I am feeling oh so "angsty" ha.

"There remained only the window, the large Bloomsbury-lodging house window, the tiresome, the troublesome, and rather melodramatic business of opening the window and throwing himself out. It was their idea of ( Read more... )

sleepovers are the fun shit.

let me tell you!

Well, I don't understand what is wrong with my Livejournal this problem is really getting to me and the support team isn't helping me at all, I don't know what to do know...I don't want to get rid of the journal just for that reason, but I don't know. it is just beginning to piss the fuck outta me, that no one can help ( Read more... )

would eeveryone get mad if i did a massive friend's cut and made it all friends-only??

[love]

i just started feeling really disgusting, like i was overcome with the feeling of wanting to vomit.

ugh..

people are ignorant.

i wanted to call my mom.
i didn't.

i am supposed to go play with brandi, i don't know if i can now.

seattle will be lovely, this better work out.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY LIVEJOURNAL? IT SAYS ON MY USER INFO THAT I DID ( Read more... )

well tonight was not a total loss even though considering the fact I need to be awake by 9 for fucking practice. it's a goddamn shame for such a worthless commitment XC was become. The race at Syracuse was terrible, I did terrible and I cried because I kicked so much ass last year and now, I don't. I am a bitch I know ( Read more... )

I am awake.

and I was thinking last night...

I really want to go to Seattle...

I think I should start planning this.. hah..

any help?

----

wish me luck in Syracuse on my XC race.

I will be back Satruday night.

peace, yo.

[xx]

PS-ADD ME ON FRIENDSTER rw6beene@hotmail.com

anyone generous enough to buy me another paid account to be lovely? eh eh.

if worst comes to worst i can send you the money for the account since i don't have a credit card, sadly...

[love-yo]

This morning at 10:00 AM, Brandi got a hold of me and we played together and went to Media Play and I bought:


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