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Clever name, eh?

Is it possible to feel everything and nothing at the same time? I think mostly I'm just fucking antsy. I want to do something about my situation but it's far too early. And to top it all off, karma has been a bitch and has stricken me with the tonsillitis again after I called in sick while not actually being sick ( Read more... )

He moved to LA Saturday. I already miss him far more than I thought I would. I'm not sure what that means. It really fucking sucks, so I'll just have to distract myself.

Today:

I did laundry and just realized I forgot to do my robe. Shit.

The woman I hate at work tried to make me do a conga line because she is a fucking retard. I wanted to staple ( Read more... )

things have just gotten more complicated with jeff. intense feelings + him moving = shit. i know we don't/didn't have the best relationship, but if we both weren't so fucking stubborn, and weren't afraid to show our feelings at the risk of getting hurt, it would have been amazing. but then again, he's moving so it still would be shit ( Read more... )

I don't know man, I don't know ( Read more... )

Wow, he is a complete shithead.

Ending it is much easier said than done. I just need to get angry rather than hurt, and rid myself of this irrational fear of being alone at only nearly 23.

Someone please provide me with the kick in the head I need.

I just want these applications to fill themselves out, but I suppose that is too much to ask. I had to write a letter of recommendation about myself for one of the partners to sign. It was quite bizarre. It consisted mostly of: Carlyn is great. Let her into Berkeley/Harvard/Georgetown/etc. We'll see how that goes ( Read more... )

tomorrow i am leaving for a week-long trip to jersey, nyc, philadelphia, washington dc, etc. whole family is going to be there. fucking loud and obnoxious. but maybe they will buy me things and feed me. this is all i really need anyway ( Read more... )

i really fucking hate moths, especially huge fuzzy ones that flap around my face. i screamed and probably freaked out my neighbors. i am not normally a screamer ( Read more... )

good god i am sick (and bored). my head simultaneously feels like two tons of bricks and light as a feather. weird? had to use a sick day from work when i'm actually sick. i was saving them up for hangovers ( Read more... )