last cigarette: umm last Sunday ( Read more... )

HELLLLLO

So yes I am back with a revelation and a RULES about this LJ thing:
No more complaning!

Revelation? Was found last night.

"We have the oppertunity to die everyday . . . many oppertunities."
And that made me think: Dying is not that special, in my own time I will die, but for right now I am gonna LOVE this living thing!!!

The following is a lovely song that was written about me and is now hanging on the school bulletin board ( Read more... )

If you knew me when I was little, you probably can recall me often announcing:

"I never want to grow up!
And I NEVER will, I will stay young forever!"

As much as I still want this, it seems to have gotten harder to accomplish.

(x) smoked a cigarette ( Read more... )

I sit slumped on the couch ( Read more... )

A week ago:

Mom: "Okay, I guess you can go to this party, but no drugs, alcohol, or sleepy sleepy with Levi."
Me: "Sleepy sleepy, Mom?"
Mom: "You know, SEX!"

Last night:

Hahaha
Got totally drunk (which takes care of the alcohol catigory)and did wake up next to Levi. YES, "sleepy sleepy with Levi."

Someone is missing in my life. I got the Mother, siblings, a generous supple of two dads, best friends, a great boyfriend, and even if I don't think so most of the time, an awesome group of friends that love me ( Read more... )

Fucking Consumer Holiday!!

I believe everyone has many spirits in them. These spirits make us who we are ( Read more... )