I'm right back to where I was before I started Zeppe's. Broke. Fuck. I'm hoping I don't bounce a bunch of checks. I sure as hell can't afford that. But I think I might be ok, it all depends on how they go in, and if I was reading it right, my car insurance won't be taken out this month (I have no idea why it wouldn't, but it's not scheduled ( Read more... )

I'm getting tired of this shit already... my mom is starting to piss me off. I can't seem to do this wedding in the time frame she wants. She wants everything done like tomorrow. Is it really so much to ask to not start purchasing anything until I run the ideas by the bride first??? And tonight, I told her that Rachel called last night and said ( Read more... )

I've been real depressed lately... I think most of it is not being able to see my girl, my fiance, it's harder than I thought it would be... and I knew it would be real hard. She's 2 states away and I'll be lucky if I get to see her in another month for Thanksgiving. The last time I saw her was the weekend of Sept. 30... that's when I gave her ( Read more... )

I have a new favorite cd.

Disturbed - Ten Thousand Fists

Wow.

I want my car back...


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Reading through her letters always helps... I've calmed down now... hopefully I can sleep.

I can't wait to see her again.

And to give her my ring.

What a friday night ( Read more... )

My friends band is playing with Mushroomhead and Dope! How fucking awesome is that? I wish I could go, Mushroomhead is Rachels favorite band, and I'd love to be able to maybe get her an autograph or something... oh well, such is the life of this poor bastard.

I bought a ring for Rachel... I can't wait to give it to her at the end of this month.

I just want a kiss.