Wow, it's been about 7 years since my last update. I like to keep this going as record of me and all the ways things change in time.

I'm happily married. Living in a safe and stable home with my beautiful and amazing wife Devon. I have a dog and a cat, Bree and Conor. We are expecting our first child in about 3 weeks. I am going to be a father of ( Read more... )

So I'm quite inebriated so I felt the need to update. Fuck women who think they can double-jump stomp hearts. Devon made the mistake of trying to be civil at work and having the possibility for texts. We talked the other night when I blacked out...I said some things that I shouldn't have, but nothing hurtful...I just professed my latent love for ( Read more... )

1. Its amazing how much more time I spend here now that I am single...I'd call it reverting ( Read more... )

I'm a fucking tool.
Wish I could've been better.
Your love was limitless. But I couldn't return it because I'm a selfish prick. All you wanted was to be all I wanted and I couldn't let you have that...
Oh and I am the world's most content to be bored...
fuck.

I'm a pathetic tool ( Read more... )

So all good things must come to an end. And it looks like soon they will. Devon and I had a good long run, but lately it seems like I am in a familiar and resented place. I've seen this all before and know all too well that there is nothing I can do. I hate this part of me but there is no escape other than to break up. I wish I weren't so jealous, ( Read more... )

Its been too many Thanksgivings since you left. Too many birthdays, Christmases, Halloweens. Its been too many days since you left. And I miss you. I haven't missed you in a while, but today I miss you and wish you were here. No, actually I wish you were where I remember you. That wonderfully comfy couch, cigarette burning, coffee nearby. I miss ( Read more... )

what up?
So whats my deal lately?...Things with life are mostly good I spose, Azn got me a sweet phone, its rhox! Its like a sidekick, but built sturdier, and with a lesser os. Touchscreen though, omg, I now understand what I was missing while I didn't have a full keyboard. >_< anyway ( Read more... )

So I haven't really posted in a while. I'm going to spare the gf stuff for the most part but yesterday was a good day. Woke up at like 1030, cleaned the house while the boys were all busy with their various things, work, sleep etc. Then Devon came over, we watched another of her girly movies that everybody would make fun of me for watching, then ( Read more... )

Yeah this is how I feel ( Read more... )