I'll be missing you.
I'll miss you
I don't want to

But I will.

I just tell my self not to think about it,
everything will work out just fine.
But then my brain kicks in and
I know it won't work out the way I want.
I still have a year until I will have to say goodbye
Until I lose everything.....
To gain one thing

right now im soo confused about everything
so confused on what to do
knowing with my luck it wont work out
that i will lose the most important person in my life
the person i couldnt believe could love me like he does
we all have our faults but i have a hard time seeing his most the time
all i really know is that i need him
and i really don't want to lose ( Read more... )

It is funny how you start growing up and see things all fuzzy at first then things just seem so clear .
I'm finally not going to be a fool.
Not this time. I really dont ask for much
just 3 things

• to be needed
• to be loved
• and to be truthful with me

not that hard.
you usually cannt have one with out another.

also growing up makes you relaize ( Read more... )

Im going to misss this girl soo much...

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so i have a lot on my mind right now ( Read more... )

i have been feeling weird lately.
just really stressed about everything.
tring to figure everything out right now.
It is just wearing me down.

i feel like cring.
i push things off i try not to sweat the small stuff
but it all just comes back in a few weeks or so
i cannt seem to focus at all.

i need a real vaction where i dont have to worry about

Today is mine and Codie's 6th month
It has gone by really fast
I'm not sure what i would do without him
He is my everything
I Love You Codie Scott Tunstall
<3.


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i need something to cheer me up.
i really just want to go away some place
i cannt for spring break
i want to be out of here.

i think im going to have a few drinks tonight
and go to bed.

i still have to write my whole paper
too much for my brain to handle
so much going through it right now
i feel like crying
and punching something really bad.

Didn't go to my SAT Pre-Class
becuase my aunt couldnt really breath this mornging.
so i had no ride.
i really need a car

i have to get started on my Rough Draft for my Jr Reascrech Project
i really just want to go back to sleep
but failing LA is something i just cannt do.

so hang out with codie all day pretty much ( Read more... )