there really much to say i cannt put my thoughts into words right now.
i have made up my mind about a few things though,
I'm:
going to go to school next semster
moving in with my manger(she has a room for rent for 400 which includes everything)
going to grow my hair out
not going to let you get me down
be happy

i havent been on here in about a year i know ( Read more... )

there is some pictures from Mich
from when codie was here
only 3 days...

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i keep having weird dreams that wake me up in the middle of the night ( Read more... )

well, to get to the better side you got to go through a lot of shit
but it is okay because it is now over
and i have made my choice and it is to stay in Az.
and i couldn't be happier about it.
<3.

i really just have a lot of shit going through my head right now.
i have had a headach for the last 3 days.
all i feel like doing is sleeping. i feel like im about to hit bottom.
im not sure where to go, what to do
i really just need to weigh my pros and cons
the two opptions:
1.move to Michigan and leave everything behind. and live in my dad's house for ( Read more... )

"All I want to do is lie in bed with you
All I really ever need is you
All I got to do is give up all I have to be with you

It’s a different day
1500 miles away
Why would you want to stay?
So take a look around

All I want to do is lie in bed with you
All I really ever need is you
All I got to do is give up all I have to be with you"

I love you...

i have been really thinking about everything
and now that  i have firgure some of it out.
the rest wont fall into place. i really hate this
i really just hate everything.
i feel like jumping of a bridge into a lake
and just let myself sink .

so far being on my vaction in Michigan has gone great ( Read more... )

It just doesn't sink into my head i guess
that something this wonderful could will just be over like that
That I will lose the one thing i have been tring so hard not to.

Then my mom has the nerve to ask me to go to college here.
because she wants someone to take care of her when she gets out
was it my faught that she was a drunk. no. Im sick of being ( Read more... )