I feel like writing a blog as it's about time I did so and I miss having a good old ramble ( Read more... )

Well I'm sat here in my corset in an attempt to lose a bit of Christmas weight and to make my shape nicer. However I realised how futile it is doing a corset up yourself. My waist is usually 26 inches, with the corset today it's 24. I want to get it smaller! Sacha you will have to help me with this later ( Read more... )

Well I'm sure you all love my original and innovative title for this journal entry. It's just a quick thing to say happy new year to everyone and I hope this is a good year for you all ( Read more... )

I love the fact you're always there for me. I love that I can tell you everything, things I've never told anyone before. I love the way you're the kind of person I can trust. I love the way you don't think I'm a burden or tell too much. I love the way you make me open up. I love the way you understand ( Read more... )

I get pissed off very easily by the people here. Last night Jon cooked us all a meal so Sarah and I volunteered ourselves to cook for tonight (meaning I'd be doing all the cooking ( Read more... )

Marry me?

It's not just the fact that I'm in love with you, it's the fact I want everything with you. Of course I'm excited about the big things, such as weddings and children, but more than anything I'm exciting about the little things ( Read more... )

When you're away from me, or I'm away from you, I get depressed, insecure and hostile.

This is why I attack when I think you're attacking me or when I think you're being cold, or when I think you don't care anymore. It's not that I've stopped loving, it's a form of defense.

I'm sorry.

I'm really not happy here at the moment. Yes I like having time to myself and being alone, but no one seems to want to include me in anything. They don't just ask me to come into their room and watch a film with the rest of them or anything like that. I think I've got the stigma of being 'sarah's friend' and being attached to her, but we don't ( Read more... )