i feel crushed.
i've been feeling sick all the time. constant feeling that i'm going to throw up.
constant feeling that everything isn't right all the time.

and right now i'm nervous.

and i still want to cry.

and for some stupid reason, i kind of want to talk to you.

i hate hearing the truth, about myself, said by others.
and i'm tired of feeling depressed about everything.
i'm tired of being over looked.
i'm tired of not being appreciated by some people for what i do, for them or in general.

and i'm so sick and absolutely tired of not being able to just let go.

i'm so tired of feeling like this.

i hate endings ( Read more... )

last night was intense ( Read more... )

1. turntable and speakers. [because vinyl just sounds better ( Read more... )

so here's another post about art ( Read more... )

actually still reads my journal. i have a new color combo/background.

so maybe check it out? kthanks.

so i've come to the conclusion that you only attempt to talk to me when you think i'm not there [away message] because it makes you think there's a reason why i'm ignoring the message ( Read more... )

so, i'm going to arizona in about 4 days ( Read more... )

i've been thinking a lot. and i miss italy ( Read more... )