This.... This is power ( Read more... )

So, I've gotten tired of people touching my back. And most notoriously, it's females that have done it. Next to my lips, and my crotch area (not just the main attraction) my back is my most sensitive area. It's the famed area that's been the center of any of my life's problems. When I was born, I had an abscess on my spine. When I was getting ( Read more... )

I've come to discover that a lot of people are surprised about my personality and its traits. Although I'm a quiet person, I have had to go out of my way to speak to people, and slightly cheer them up. People actually have my number and text me on a regular basis. Truthfully, this isn't the same me from 2 years ago, or even 6 for that matter. I've ( Read more... )

"Temptation..... oh lordy ( Read more... )

There have been major moves made to make same sex marriage legal all through the United States. It's stated in the bible (somewhere) that those unions are wrong. But... with all this speak from devout Christians about man trying to corrupt God's word, where are the talks of legalizing polygamy, if we're on the path to corruption ( Read more... )

I hate my flaws. I'm accepting of the fat on my stomach, to an extent. I'm not liking the fact that no matter what I've done, or eaten more/less of, my weight is anchored at an unflattering 237. It's good that I haven't gained very much weight since I last saw my wonderful girlfriend, only 4 pounds, but the bad thing is that I'm 4 pounds heavier ( Read more... )

Monday, after work, I found my friend/former crush Kristi in the gym, working out to get rid of the impression that she was pregnant. I know I'm partially to blame for her doing that, but it was in accidental joking about an injury. We were talking about life, then the subject of our relationship preferences somehow came up. I told her I was trying ( Read more... )

Yes, I used an Utada song for the title of this blog. This relates to my all too public fetish of bigger women. Now, in my gf's entry from yesterday, she was talking about how disgusting the cellulose and all the other features of a bigger girl were. It sounds similar to a guy's reaction to girls liking yaoi. That's the vibe I got when I woke up ( Read more... )

OK... so here's the low down. By this time, Angel is getting close to her due date with my first child, a daughter, named Astria, and she's been calling me continuously asking about child support, and if I would leave Courtney to come back and support my daughter with her. She asks me about the nights we spent planning our perfect wedding, and why ( Read more... )

For starters, I would like to issue this apology to my wonderful girlfriend. I'm sorry for just.... shutting you out of everything that was going on for a few days. I ticked you off with my words about homosexuality, and I could feel it in your last message on the 31st. I felt dirty not because I was talking about homosexuals, but because I found a ( Read more... )