i have no one to talk to....
ive never had that..to this extent before.
its so lonely.
i just want someone to talk to who will try to understand and be there and just...be supportive.
its not my fault...
i dont want to feel this way but god i just need someone to love me right now.

You were my muse ( Read more... )

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I know its difficult for you...but try and keep it in your pants so you dont cheat on this one okay? okay good stuff.

enough. thats enough for now.

Is it still me that makes you sweat ( Read more... )

i miss.....me.

he gave me a ring.
i gave him my heart
and he gave me a ring..

......but isnt that how its supposed to work?

so why am i feeling so uneasy and scared? and....unbelievably confused.

fuckit.

i might actually feel better.....

i cant tell yet.

i just want to be happy...
i just want to write again...
i want to feel worthy of something...anything...
i want to feel attractive...

....is it too much to ask?