i need another time and space, another place to be

well it certianly has been a whlie since i've even looked at this thing..and wow things have changed! crazyy

people are strange when you're a stranger

faces look ugly when you're alone

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

"I think the only reason why I want to quit using is so that you'll stop, but even then, i don't know if you will stop"

ouch.

twenty twenty twenty-four hours to go, I wanna be sedated.

You know, I wouldn't mind going to class if I did more then lay my head on my desk and listen to my ipod all hour. If I have to listen to one more lecture about how the x-axis is the horizontal axis, I'm going to get up and scream. Or just daze off like normal.

I just want some fucking drugs right now. I want them to magically appear right on my dresser in front of me, already prepared to my liking and ready to do. Wouldn't that just be amazing?

I think I'm going to start using this thing again. Most people don't read it anyways, so maybe it's a good thing. I have school tomorrow, and I am really not looking forward to it. The only thing is that Carlos is coming with me and Randy, and that's pretty much the only reason that I even bother going. I think I just realized how stupid I really ( Read more... )

Merissa met Phil and April Margera.

I'm jealous.